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Saturday, September 16, 2006


I'm wishing I could place a call & feel closer to you

Persis; I can't go to your blog ): I didn't scold you ok! Hahah :)
April; Haha thank you :) You're obsessed with my name!
!@#$%^&*; Hi, I'm from CHIJ SJC. Mind leaving your name? :)
Meiyu; Hi babes :)
Grace; Yeap, got it & replied!
Shuhui; Hi, love you too!
Nicole; Hahah sometimes la. Once in awhile. Hm, text me when you're there :D
Fang; Hey babes, you want me to date you isit? :)
Laura; Nah it's okay. I hope the code works yeh? :)

Thanks for commenting, y'all :)
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If you come running back to me I'll be here waiting
Cause I still believe in a love worth saving

If you could see the sad look on my face

You'd be in your car headed back to my place

Come back to me, I'll be here waiting
Cause I'm on my knees and my love's not fading
If you could see the sad look on my face
You'd be in your car headed back to my place

I'm supposed to be doing my work. But I need to rant, need to let my heart out so I'm here.

Didn't blogged yesterday 'cos I was home late & tired.
Yesterday was such a fucked up day that made my mood so fucked up. School was fine. Morning had Chem paper. Then the dumb school annouced that they're suspending NRP programme 'cos we're not fucking serious in this & we're sleeping after the papers, Hello, wake up will you? Who's the one who tell us "Put your heads down once you've finished. Go to sleep or whatever." Ugh so we protested & stuff. Wtih conditions applied, NRP programme resumed as usual on Monday. Got our Art questions already. I think I'm doing either Masked or Shells. CD period was fun, but lonely. The skits were funny. Ha :)

Supposed to meet Shuhui but the rainnnnn was so annoying. Fucking heavy. So we didn't meet in the end. Waited till the rain got better then we left with Qiaos, Nette & Shantal. Went to Compass, ate @ Pizza Hut. Got into a fight, shan't mention. Well, some people just think they're oh so great. Waited for the police & investigators to come. Took down our names, address & contact number. Left @ around 5plus. Then the investigator called to ask us to go down to AMK Hq. Stayed 'til around 7plus 8pm. Nette & Shantal stayed, while we left first.

I need some time alone I guess. I'm very tired of trying, I know I've said this a million times. Yknow you both are the two I trusted the most but you both are the two that thinks I like making trouble, causing nonsense for you. You think I like to cause trouble. You think I like to make you worried. If I would, then why did I say "Don't worry I'm fine, all good." I thought you'd be on my side. But no, you went with the rest too. Nevermind. I know you'd do that too, expected. I thought you knew I am already sixteen, that I'm living the sixteenth year of my life. You don't, do you? If not, why would you throw me back in that gate, being locked up again? Now that you've seen me, spending the whole night crying my eyeballs out. Are you happy now?

You don't know what I've been trying to do for you, what I've been trying to change myself for you. Do you?

I kept quiet since last night right up 'til now. I've never been this quiet before. ):

Thank you for being there love :)
I'm glad you were there to keep me calm & such.
*Kisses I love you!
If it weren't for you, I don't know how it'd be like. [: Heh.

P/s: You actually managed to calm me down. Haha! :D Well, you always do!


Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you.

Sometimes I wish she was half of you while you were half of her.
& I don't deny I miss her more than I miss you.

There's a piece of you inside my heart that runs too deep to describe./
<3


1:20 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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